I am reading a book called Crazy Love by Francis Chan. Special thanks to my dear friend who sent it to me!page 42:
Worry implies that we don't quite trust that God is big enough, powerful enough, or loving enough to take care of what's happening in our lives.
Stress says that the things we are involved in are important enough to merit our impatience, lack of grace toward others, or our tight grip of control.
Basically these two behaviors communicate that it's okay to sin and not trust God because the stuff in my life is somehow exceptional.
As I look ahead to the next couple months, I have many opportunities to sin in these areas.
God has called me to work in Italy.
And I see how this could leave me wanting to fall into worry and stress...
It costs considerably more to live and work in Italy than it does to live where I am now. The economy as we see it in the media and in life around us is in crisis. Where is God going to provide the resources for this move and change? Who is He calling to join me financially? Are there people whom God has prepared?
I am in Rome right now for a few days before I go to the states. As I look around, learn about the people, see the need they have for Christ, I know again that God has called me here and I know again that I need to trust that He is the great provider and I need to not worry or stress.. Oh Lord, may I not sin in these ways!
Melissa,
ReplyDeleteMatt's parents (Jerry and Judy) are in Rome right now too...staying at www.hotelmodigliani.com near the Spanish Steps. All you need is something else to do but if it struck your fancy to stop by their hotel to say hi or just leave a note from a dear friend who knows and cares about Italy and even us they would be more than delighted. It was Judy-Mom's dream to return to Italy before her cancer took her...don't know when that will be but she is there and taking it very slowly. You would be a blessing and she would be a blessing to you. Just a thought. Disregard it if this it too much. Love Francis Chan's book...I went to The Master's College when he was still at The Master's Seminary. He has an incredible heart for missions! So glad you are reading his book.
Great reflections from Chan's book...thanks for sharing. Can't wait to see you again soon! Love ya friend, Allison
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