I am going to be very honest here...
I have played a song about 40 times over today and still have it on repeat.
I just found out how much my monthly taxes are for the UK and it is more than I can currently pay. That and the loss or decrease of some other giving has put me in a place where I feel desperate to see God move in this situation. I don't know what God wants me to do in this other than trust Him. My exhaustion has made it difficult to communicate with my current ministry partners and it seems impossible to meet new ministry partners.
Here are the words,
"Move" by Newsong from their One True God CD
I’m a man in need of a miracle
But all I have is hope
God I need to see Your power fall
Like it did in the days of old
I know You’re who you say you are
Cause You’ve proven that to me
But this time seems impossible
Won’t You help my unbelief
I need to see You move
I need to see Your hand
I’m trying to live by
I don’t know if I can
But I know You’ve not changed
There’s nothing You can’t do
I’ve done all that I can
The rest is up to You
I need to see You move
Like Moses in the wilderness
Like Daniel when he prayed
Like Simeon in the temple
When he finally saw Your face
Lord like them I’m just a man
And I’ve got everything to lose
So what You did for them
Would You do for me
What I’m desperate for is You
I’m finding out what it really means
To trust You Lord with everything
To trust You, really trust You
But all I have is hope
God I need to see Your power fall
Like it did in the days of old
I know You’re who you say you are
Cause You’ve proven that to me
But this time seems impossible
Won’t You help my unbelief
I need to see You move
I need to see Your hand
I’m trying to live by
I don’t know if I can
But I know You’ve not changed
There’s nothing You can’t do
I’ve done all that I can
The rest is up to You
I need to see You move
Like Moses in the wilderness
Like Daniel when he prayed
Like Simeon in the temple
When he finally saw Your face
Lord like them I’m just a man
And I’ve got everything to lose
So what You did for them
Would You do for me
What I’m desperate for is You
I’m finding out what it really means
To trust You Lord with everything
To trust You, really trust You
I know that it is all up to God. I am learning more everyday to really trust God with everything.
Good song. I know what it's like to not have enough, yet to believe God is enough. Only faith. I know what it is to come short, yet to believe God can stretch 5 loaves & 2 fishes. I know not why it is or why it isn't. May you know your not alone in your faith. May you trust God to see you through.
ReplyDeletePraying for you, Melissa. I think that God has things in place to use you in a mighty way. Satan is attacking and discouraging you at every turn. Lord, I pray that you would bind Satan from this situation. Use many or just one to encourage Melissa at this time. Loving ya from Oregon. Melanie
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