Though my heart may cry

Yesterday I cried a lot. 

I cried because I am weary of transition. 

I cried because there are people who think missionaries who are based in the USA don't need their financial or prayer support. 

I cried because I am weary of being single.

I cried because so many people in missions and ministry are weary, overwhelmed, exhausted, burned out and want to quit.

I cried because unborn babies have less value many places here in America, than trees or animals

I cried because I don't know where I will live

I cried because I don't know how God will provide

I cried because I miss Europe and my dear friends there

I cried because I am still overwhelmed when I enter Fred Meyers. 

and

then

I

cried

because

God

IS

My provider

My restorer

My deliverer

My joy

My comfort

When life is stormy and unsettling, God IS my foundation.

and

so

I lean into HIM